urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leetleclair Lord of the Lambs leetleclair 2007-10-13T06:11:58Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leetleclair:8439 2007-10-13T06:11:58Z 2007-10-13T06:11:58Z We Fly High I wish there were such a thing as Free Money. I really just want to get a credit card and buy a couple new shirts... and a lot of jewelry. Ahhh I need jewelry so badly. <br />I have lots of work this weekend so I'm going to be working for the next two days straight. Then also, I am taking my Japanese Final early because I am leaving Friday morning. <br />I hate my life right now I just want to sleep. <br />I wish boys weren't so stupid and papers would write themselves... <br />love cbear urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leetleclair:7325 2007-03-30T00:05:53Z 2007-03-30T00:05:53Z Glamorous BEST SPRING BREAK EVER! <br /><br />I'm having so much fun vegging at home! yay! <br /><br />Love cbear urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leetleclair:5150 2007-02-17T15:41:28Z 2007-02-17T15:41:28Z Fidelity I never loved nobody fully<br />Always one foot on the ground<br />And by protecting my heart truly<br />I got lost in the sounds<br />I hear in my mind<br />All these voices<br />I hear in my mind all these words<br />I hear in my mind all this music<br /><br />And it breaks my heart<br />And it breaks my heart<br />And it breaks my heart<br />It breaks my heart<br /><br />And suppose I never met you<br />Suppose we never fell in love<br />Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft<br />Suppose I never ever saw you<br />Suppose we never ever called<br />Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall<br />Just to break my fall<br />Just to break my fall<br />Break my fall<br />Break my fall<br /><br />All my friends say that of course its gonna get better<br />Gonna get better<br />Better better better better<br />Better better better<br /><br />I never love nobody fully<br />Always one foot on the ground<br />And by protecting by heart truly<br />I got lost<br />In the sounds<br />I hear in my mind<br />All these voices<br />I hear in my mind all these words<br />I hear in my mind<br />All this music<br />And it breaks my heart<br />It breaks my heart<br /><br />I hear in my mind all of these voices<br />I hear in my mind all of these words<br />I hear in my mind all of this music<br /><br />Breaks my<br />Heart<br />Breaks my heart<br />-Regina Spektor<br /><br /><br /><br />I know how you feel Diane! haha!<br />love cbear urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leetleclair:4811 2007-02-14T02:29:36Z 2007-02-14T02:29:36Z Give It Up To Me I just got the biggest craving for a McDonald's hamburger. <br /><br />I hate McDonalds and their hamburgers so that was weird. I do remember one of the first times I had one of their burgers. I remember I was on a trip somewhere and I was eating that flat burger in a hotel room. Kinda creepy.<br />I do love Sonic burgers though, I don't know how I am going to survive without them. They're sooo packed with lots of goodies. Uhhh I really want oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. *crying a bit*<br /><br />O my burger, <br />How I love thee, <br />Let me count the ways, <br />1-your cheesey goodness<br />2-your soft bun-ness<br />3-your sauciness<br />4-your letuce-ness<br />5-your tomato-ness<br />6-your pickle-ness<br />O my burger, <br />If only you were Vegetarian. <br /><br />I miss juicy hamburgers. <br />Love <br />cbear<br /><br /><a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/leetleclair/pic/0000rcyy/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/leetleclair/pic/0000rcyy/s320x240" width="173" height="240" border="0" /></a> <br />My ex-hero. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leetleclair:3915 2007-02-07T20:12:24Z 2007-02-07T20:12:24Z Suddenly I see I want to cry, but no tears come out. <br />I want to be happy, but my face won't move.<br />I want to lie, but my heart won't let me.<br />I want to feel, but I fear instead. <br />I want to die, but my heart keeps beating.<br />I want to see, but my eyes are covered. <br />I just want to cry. Why can't I cry? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leetleclair:2860 2007-01-31T22:24:13Z 2007-01-31T22:24:13Z Smile Like You Mean It failed physics test<br />failed precalc test<br />somewhat failed latin test<br />head is spinning<br />freezing<br />want cake<br />want to go home <br />need sleep<br />hate people<br />need to shave<br />feel queasy<br />mad at time<br />mad at distance<br />want to puke<br />chewed nails<br />nervous<br />going to shower urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:leetleclair:1945 2007-01-20T04:26:10Z 2007-01-20T04:26:10Z Do You Want To I used to write a lot of poems. I was pretty good at cutesie ones. Now I only write poems when I'm sad and depressed. Here is one from Freshman year. Enjoy. <br />Note of precaution: It is supposed to be like a poem from Roman times, and I used to play hockey. <br /><br />Claire, the ice runner, versus Wealdburg, winner of all!<br /><br />Wealdburg, winner of all rolls out of the mere<br />stealthily sneaking into Snakebirth where<br />Claire, ice runner lives.<br />Wealdburd waits wondering when the time will come.<br />to rip, tear and tarnish the white pure ice!<br />red hair flaring fire in the wind, skates tipped <br />sharp and poisonous ready to fight!<br />Claire, the ice runner, rushed to the scene,<br />eyes alert, awaiting the enemies entrance.<br />Wealdburg appears astounded to be found.<br />“Why come Wealdburg, to come and conquer?” asked Claire.<br />“I have a proposal your perfectness?”<br />“Continue with your ridiculous request!”<br />“We all know you’re the winner of wondrous skating events,<br />but I have a perfect proposal for you!<br />I, Wealdbur, winner of all, challenge you,<br />Claire, the ice runner, to a skating standoff!”<br />“What happens if you, Wealdburg, win?”<br />“If I win, Snakebirth stays as a kingdom<br />but under me not you, cunning Claire!”<br />“And if I wondrously win?”<br />“You shall grow in glory and receive more<br />and more marvelous treasures!”<br />“So what do you thin the throbbing length should be?”<br />“When the Mediterranean freezes fully, which should…<br />be tonight. We shall see who can make it over to Egypt the fastest, then back!”<br />“Why would I trust you? You smell of fish….<br />you lie long lies! And I ….<br />I have won hundreds of heavy treasures from my<br />skating skills, which you shall find out in a second!<br />when the dreaded darkness comes for you,<br />you shall find out first, that I am the best. <br />When I skated smoothly against you father,<br />I finished him in first! We traveled, just the same<br />as you and I shall skate, across the Mediterranean and back!<br />Out of his pocket he pulled a sword, <br />we were going against each other by sword until<br />the dew and wonder smell of morning magically came!<br />At the last moment I quickly finished your father with one blow!<br />Do you still think highly and hubris of yourself now,<br />Wealdburg, winner of all?????”<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/leetleclair/pic/00004181/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/leetleclair/pic/00004181/s320x240" width="178" height="240" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Cara and I are engaged to be. We don't know when the wedding is.